It's strange but everything seems to be going well lately (touch wood). I have just returned from yet another week in Majorca (this time with friends) as I figured I deserved a little treat after all the bad things that have happened lately. Safe to say I had a marvellous time, sun, sea and yet more sangria (naughty I know but had to be done and its not like I drink all the time!). I returned feeling even better than before and ready to get out there and face the world again.
I know its horrible for those of you who are suffering right now to read this but I wanted to make a point that obviously things CAN and WILL get better, its just a matter of time. By no means am I out of the woods yet, there is still a long way to go with treatments and therapy but its amazing that when you have felt so unbelievably bad for so long, and it has been horrendous, when you feel a little better, you feel amazing! I am even looking at getting a little part time job, just a couple of hours to get rid of boredom and loneliness when at home in the day but having no luck so far. I forgot how hard it was to find work (it has been a while!) I'm either overqualified, cant do enough hours or the jobs are pants. (will keep you updated on the hunt though).
So just a little ray of hope for you if you feel like the world has come to an end, hang in there a little longer because life is worth living!
Hey don't feel like you have to apologise for feeling well - we need to blog more about times we feel good. It seems we tend to let it all out when we're depressed, but when we feel good we're too busy to write (and rightly so!). Enjoy your time off from RA, and I hope it last a long long time. :)
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