It's strange but everything seems to be going well lately (touch wood). I have just returned from yet another week in Majorca (this time with friends) as I figured I deserved a little treat after all the bad things that have happened lately. Safe to say I had a marvellous time, sun, sea and yet more sangria (naughty I know but had to be done and its not like I drink all the time!). I returned feeling even better than before and ready to get out there and face the world again.
I know its horrible for those of you who are suffering right now to read this but I wanted to make a point that obviously things CAN and WILL get better, its just a matter of time. By no means am I out of the woods yet, there is still a long way to go with treatments and therapy but its amazing that when you have felt so unbelievably bad for so long, and it has been horrendous, when you feel a little better, you feel amazing! I am even looking at getting a little part time job, just a couple of hours to get rid of boredom and loneliness when at home in the day but having no luck so far. I forgot how hard it was to find work (it has been a while!) I'm either overqualified, cant do enough hours or the jobs are pants. (will keep you updated on the hunt though).
So just a little ray of hope for you if you feel like the world has come to an end, hang in there a little longer because life is worth living!